Awww it’s been so long since I’ve been on here. In a year I’ve accomplished so many things and honestly I’m so proud of who I am now. I may not be rich I may not be famous but my credit score is amazing. I’ve controlled my shopping problem well for the most part and I have an amazing man by my side who makes me proud every day. Work sucks. School hasn’t started yet. People in northern California act like they have giant poles shoved up their asses all the time. But as long as five years from now I’m somewhere else I’ll be happy. I know what I want and I’ll do anything it takes to get there
When you move away…. you see who your true friends are. And even if its only a few people, at least you know they are the best friends you could ever have.
Yesterday I was driving nicks car and someone ran a red light and we crashed. We think nicks car is totaled and so now…. no car. He was at work tho, so he got off to be with me. Now we have to wait to see what the insurance will pay. I hope this all works out
I swear, its like none of who I thought were my best friends give a damn about me. Thanks guys, glad my time and effort in our friendship didn’t mean shit
Its sad how it days after I leave Georgia half of my friends don’t even talk to me…. don’t even reply my texts, its like they don’t even care. And the thing is, its my closest friend who is being like that. I really only have two friends left from Georgia……16 years in a state and I only have 2 close friends from there? Shows how people are… I can’t wait til I start working and make friends here and when I start classes once I can afford it. But things aren’t bad here at all. Nicks dad calls me almost everyday to tell me that he is happy for me and proud of me… and nicks mom calls me every week or so to see how I am too. It’s like the family I never had :) I do miss my parents tho, just not the way they treated me most of he time
I’m living with nick now :) and im applying for jobs today….. Ahhhhh this is so weird. I hate applying with such an embarrassing application
I told my dad yesterday that I want to move in with nick and so sometime this summer I’m leaving school and moving in with Nicholas :) yayyy :)
I never thought someone could care so much to treat me this well
Maybe I just got so used to missing you that I can’t stop…. but even when I’m with you I feel like your not there. Like you’ll just disappear out of no where. And when I’m not with you its worse, cause it feels like time goes by so slowly when your away. It’s kinda scary cause I know your there and I love it and I have plenty of proof of it but I can’t stop missing you. I just want to be with you. All the time. Forever
why do parents make their kids so miserable?
what kind of parent threatens their kids? takes away everything they have? i fucking hate you. i hate everything you’ve done to me.
its that one decision…. and once you make it nothing will never be the same… and now its official. no turning back and no regrets :) every decision that you make and are so sure of is just another step in our crazy lives
everyone says that its easier to be skinny than to be fat, umm no
They make fat free/100 calorie packs, but they never make any extra calorie foods
stores have xxl and there are plus size stores but i find myself having to sew in clothes that just wont fit
i have to pay the same price for clothes that have HALF the material of the bigger sizes
if you try to gain weight there isnt a healthy way… and there arent commercials offering special ways to gain those extra pounds
people look at you crazy if you say you want to gain weight, but if someone says they want to lose weight its completely normal
someone who wants to lose weight just has to cut a few foods off/exercise/ or eat less, but my life is absorbed in not eating foods i like because they only make them fat free
being skinny isnt as great as people think